im slipping into this phase again
its becoming more and more often
maybe i really dont have what it takes
not good enuff probably.

im so pessimistic its annoying me.

cupcakes, anyone?
10:05 PM

somehow nothing seems to go my way this year.
pissed.

cupcakes, anyone?
9:22 PM

ive lost the freedom that i used to have.
ive lost the optimism in me
what happened to the me that find happiness in every small thing
i dont smile as much
dont laugh as much
dont talk as much
dont share as much
dont enjoy as much

i want all these back.

cupcakes, anyone?
12:07 AM

bloody fucking biased.

cupcakes, anyone?
9:46 PM

my horoscope for the day

Today you'll have to make an important decision about a friendship. It will likely involve an imbalance: someone is working harder than someone else -- that is, one of you isn't putting forth enough effort, and the other one needs a stronger commitment. You could be either person in this scenario, but no matter what, you need to be completely honest about what you need and what you're willing to give. If you keep telling them what you think they want to hear, you're wasting time.

how true. i think i should just shut up then.

cupcakes, anyone?
12:16 AM

i dont feel like talking to anyone now.

except maybe superman.

cupcakes, anyone?
11:08 PM

my horoscope for the day!

A range of tempting treats (food and other things) will be dangled in front of you today. But before you reach right out and grab whatever seems appealing, pause to think. This is not a day to be impulsive and act on your every whim: it is a day to be a little bit more thoughtful -- a little bit more conservative than you usually are. Map out your course of action. Things will go smoothly if you have a good plan, so be patient. A golden opportunity is coming.

how so bloody true.

i wonder when will my golden opportunity come man???

cupcakes, anyone?
8:43 PM